Why am I awake?
I have so much stuff to do tomorrow. I have so much homework I just want to cry. I have packing that has been needed to be done for such a long time.
But here I am. Staying up. Waiting for a call from my best friend. A call that may not even happen.
I just hope it does.
I feel emotional. And that's why blogs were made, right? Right-o. So here it goes.
I'm not gonna sugar coat it, because I don't do that ish. I'm not gonna beat around the bush, I'm too tired.
Not just sleep wise.
I'm tired of not getting those good morning texts. I'm tired of hearing about ex girlfriends. I'm tired of listening to someone's problems, and then getting shot down when I try and say anything. I'm tired of not getting a cute message saying that you're thinking of me. I'm tired of trying not to cry all the time. I'm tired of hoping you'll text me. I'm tired of these games. I'm tired of feeling dramatic. I'm tired of being a girl. I'm tired of having emotions. I'm tired of having nightmares.
I'm Tired of being Tired.
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