I found my new favorite thing.

Sam Smith Pandora Radio.

WHAT I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE THAT'S A THING IT IS SO GREAT HOLY PISS okay but really, I love Sam Smith. He is my new favorite person in the whole wide world. Other than,
you know,
you !!!!!!!


So I'm having a little bit of a dilemma. The struggle is real with this one.
You see, I have a spot. It's in the quad side cafe, which is in the library, which is on campus. And it smells incredible. And I can people watch all I want. And it's in the sun. And it's right by all my classes. And I love it. The only problem is, someone has recently taken my spot for his own. So, I'm not totally sure what to do. Because, you see, I love this spot. I don't know if I've ever loved something more than I love this spot.
So therefore, I need some help.


Whelll. Now that we've got that out of the way, listen to this

How do you feel?

that Song that reminds you

Pandora is a great thing. Until it turns to a song that reminds you of a heart break.

Or, that song that reminds you of a friend that you try and help.

We all have one of these friends. The ones that say they have no friends and throw themselves a pity party. And then, finally, when you give them the help and attention they so desire, they blow you off. And the next day, they start to say they have no friends again.

Or, maybe, they just ignore you and drop you like smelly cheese. And then say that no one likes them. And you're sitting there like. Yo. I like you. But guess what? You are a jerk and decided to drop me.

So shut the hell up, cause you don't have the right to say you have no friends.

Poker Master

I have recently realized that I really like poker. And. I'm pretty good at it too. So that's pretty cool.

Last night, I went to work. I picked up this shift for my friend, Kenzye, and it was the dishwasher shift. Which, now you know, is a living hell.

But listen. It wasn't just a every-day-run-of-the-mill-midnight-meal-dishwasher-shift. This was a monster shift. Why, you ask?

Because. The game was last night. Spoiler, we won.

Because. Earlier, there was a BBQ for the game.

Because. After the BBQ, no one did the dishes.

Because. They didn't do the dishes, so I got stuck with all of them.

Okay. You don't understand the amount of dishes there were piled on top of each other, in the sink, in the carts.

ALL OVER THE PLACE.

IT WAS A NIGHTMARE.

When I got home from work, I was in a terrible mood. So I went over to Steven's apartment, and played poker.

Now I'm taking BuzzFeed quizzes. Hashtag I love this.


Oh, and did I mention that I totally won in poker? Yeah, no big deal.

I'M GONNA DIE

I'M SO SICK OH MY GOSH I'M GONNA DIE SOMEONE COME CUDDLE WITH ME I'M TIRED PLEASE I JUST WANT A SNUGGLE RIGHT ABOUT NOW AND THEN I WIILL BE HAPPY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE THE ONLY STRUGGLE IS THAT I DON'T WANNA GET ANYONE ELSE SICK BUT I WANT TO CUDDLE HARD CORE RIGHT NOW

My Best Friend

I'm always talking about those who hurt me. I'm always saying how they ruined me, how it hurts to think about them. But I never talk about those who healed me. Those who saved me. Those who loved me and I loved back.

Today, I am going to tell you about one of those.

His name is Josh.

(I can't get these pictures on my computer, so here they are on my phone[this is at his farewell.].)

Anytime I meet someone named Josh, I think of him. Anytime I go to Lake Powell, I think of him. Anytime someone asks me who my best friend is, I smile, I think of him.

Have I ever told you about Josh? I'm sure I have...
Well, Josh is.. Josh is Life.

From the first day I met him, I knew there was going to be something there. And there was.

There are literally no words to explain Josh. I have been trying for the past half hour to say something about him, but nothing will do.
Let's try this..


Josh is my definition of perfection, and my little piece of imperfection. He is my idea of a happily ever after. And, as cliche as this is, he is the guy who makes me smile when I feel like crying. I could never see a future without him. Josh is...
My best friend.
Simple as that.

Joshy

Joshua

Josh

Hello.

 I would really enjoy a friend right now.

But I'm the only one in the apartment, and I don't feel like going outside.

Maybe I'll invite Alex over. He's cute.

I have a question. Why does music affect us so hard core? I mean, I don't know if it affects you like it affects me, but really though. It's crazy.

-Side note: Am I using the right affect/effect? I don't know, I've learned it so many times, but I will never remember.-

Like, a rap song makes me feel cooler than you, and a pop-ish song makes me feel hyper and excited.

Also this one. This one makes me feel so sad.

I don't know. I just don't know anymore.

After I listen to that song. I don't even know what to do. It is one of the saddest songs I've ever heard.

Also, this one.

Okay. I'm officially depressed now.

Let's look up the word happy and see what comes up. Okay?

             I like this a lot.

              And this one.

You know what bugs me? When people say stuff like

HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE AND YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY

cause I'm sitting here all like.

Cause, Happiness... It's... Well... It's complicated.

I have a feeling I'm going to regret this.

But happiness, a lot of the time, is not a choice.

And to those people who say it is,

I'm all.

Okay, I'm getting off my soap box before I get in trouble.

Okay bye.

What's wrong with me you guys? I'm tired all the time.

On a completely unrelated note, what are the symptoms of mono?

Maybe I have mono. I don't know why I would though, I haven't been kissing anyone with mono.. Weird.

So I met a boy today. His name is Link, and he's attractive. Just kidding, I didn't meet anyone named Link today. But I DID meet someone named Brandon. And he really was attractive. He's in my psychology class.

He is just oh so cute.

CLICK HERE.

Yes. That DID just happen.